Planning always behind changes.
Received a sad news from friends, it could lead to the changes of my planning. I realised that don't too over rely on planning, always observe further. Sometimes changes will hint you on something that you almost forget.
I've forgotten appreciation this 2 years, when i'm luckily enjoy my current life, my comfortable zone, the sense of appreciation is far behind me, i'm the one left it behind.
I assume my plan is perfect, but unthinkable happened. I wanted to fight for something which is my responsible to carry on, i planned it, i'm looking forward it but....it just changed, or, may be, the changes might be voidable, i perhaps.
I realised, always appreciate what you're given the chance to do, it might be tough, it might be last time though.